von loves zealot 4

2009-03-09T15:38:00.008+08:00

Hey guys, I'm here to share about what's happening on Friday , Saturday & Sunday.

Here I comes..

Friday...
Suppose to meet Weida, Danny & Ezekiel for lunch @ Suntec, as i was on the way there, i received sms from Danny, he say that he will be late, actually i was also late, but i never received any sms or call from them, to inform me they reach or wat. So when i reached, i called Weida and he tells me he reach le, so we go walked around to find place to sit down and wait for them, for your info, i wear platform heals.. It's painful but TALLS!! LOL!! While waited, the both of us wants to sleep, as we were very tired..

When Danny and Ezekiel reached, we walked to have Mac for lunch.. Suddenly have craving for that. Haha.. After eating, we headed to the Job fair, there's alot of people there, spend about 2 hours plus walking around in the fair, look around.. Actually, they don't offers lots of jobs but in fact, more to educational fair.. -.- walked till 4+, we headed down to Food Republic to find a place to wait for Huiqin. When she comes, we went up to the job fair again to accompany her look around, as she is also finding jobs.. walked until 7+, decided to went for dinner. Went to Carls Jr for dinner, Thanks Danny for the treat, and Thanks for telling me that u guys planning to help me celebrate my birthday, haha.. After we have finished eating, we decided to walk to some place to take photos & chit-chat.. Ended up walking to Clarke Quay, took lots of photos on the way.. When we settled down, received calls from "some1" calls n lecutred me, say things that hurts me alot.. Feels very sad that day.. Headed home at 11+, didnt wanted to go home, but its late le, so have to go home.. Intended to walked around, spend time together, but ended up spending most of our times in the fair. Haha.. Oh ya, i saw my 孙女, Yeeting.. So happy!! :D
Thanks for the gifts!! ^_^

Saturday & Sunday...
Walked to Bukit Timah from Bukit Batok.. You guys must me thinking why got bus-es don't want take, want walk instead.. Cos by walking can save the bus fare, and its a form of exercise too.. If u guys knows me, i'm a very lazy person, who doesn't like to exercise. But now u know, i starts to find time to go running, swimming, if can, i will walk from destination to destination.. I admit, while walking to Timah, I did complain alot, of the weather, of my bag, but in the end, we did walked safetly to our destination, Bukit Timah.. :D

Reached Timah, we went to buy bubble tea, then headed upstairs for our sharing.. After our sharing, we make our way to church to prepare for service.. When we were upsairs, at the service hall, i admit i am very affected by what's happening ater that call on friday.. Dinner wth cell group then went back home. Hang around at wm mac with sl, the 2 wk, sab.. Then we went home.. Didn't manage to sleep that day, cos cousin was at my house, they were in my room, only went to bed after they finish playing mahjong at around 4.35am, sleep in parents room's floor, didnt sleep well, keep waking up in between.. Whole body was aching.. Finally woke up at 9.30am as i really couldn't sleep, too cold & super not uncomfortable..

Woke up, stone in the kitchen with 2 maids... chat, eat salad for breakfast.. stone again.. Then went to prepare for bible study.. After preparing was around 11.05am, went out, as i doesnt want to disturb the rest of the people that was sleeping.. Meet sab n the rest of the girls at 12pm.. So i sit around the interchange to wait for the time to pass..

Yesterday's bible study, was great.. have a different way of reading the bible now.. haha.. After bible study, actually wanted to go home see if my family going elsewhere or not, as the both of them not working.. When i call home, knows that they play mahjong again, i was very furious.. so i went out with qc n zw.. went imm to help booked restaurant then lunch-ed at BK. We walked around imm then headed to Jp to meet zw.. went to watch movie.. In between of the show, i fall asleep, as i'm too tired ba, i guess.. its very rare that i will fall asleep in cinema de.. haha...

公主YVONNE (=

2009-03-06T11:22:00.003+08:00

Heys, Good morning everyone who reads this!! ^_^
Its a miracle that I can wake up so early, cos can't get to sleep..
Yesterday watched tv till roughly about 3.15am.. After that,i went to bed, but i keep turning here and there, couldn't sleep. When i see the time from my phone, its around 4.09am at that point of time, cannot believe that I turn-ed so long.. -.- But I didn't get to sleep immediately.
Woke up at 6.40am, thats so early can?! Bring sister to school, to my surprise, i didnt feel that tired, just that my left eyes, kinda hurts.. I guess i can't drink too much tea, or rather milk tea, as the side of my stomach hurts since yesterday till now.. :(

Take bus to her school there, Walked back.. While walking back, sms-es xin.
(ps: sorry that i woke you up! )
Finally reached my block, found a place and sit under my block, ston-ed.. I don't know why also.. Haha.. around 7+ going 8, decided to go home.. Reached home, bring my bible & highlighter to my room and do Quiet Time, longed for a quiet place so long where i wont get distracted so easily. Haha..

Sms cell group, (nobody reply, only lz reply me, didnt expect it. Haha..Thanks for the reply anyway! ^^)Watched tv, Eat spaghetti & milk tea for breakfast (FYI, its yesterday's leftover.. -.-), continue watching tv till 10.30am. So come online surf net awhile & charge my mp3.

Going to get prepare to go out, meet friend.. Hope today will enjoy ourselves.. =D

Bye everyone!

公主YVONNE (=

2009-03-02T13:29:00.003+08:00

Draw Me Close To You
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend

You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

You'll Come
I have decided
I have resolved
To wait upon you Lord
My rock and redeemer shield, and reward
I'll wait upon you Lord

As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
As certain as the dawn appears

You'll come let your glory fall
As you respond to us
Spirit Rain, flood into our thirsty hearts again
You'll come.

We are not shaken we are not moved
We wait upon you Lord
Mighty deliverer triumph and truth
We wait upon you Lord

As surely as the sun will rise you'll come to us
Certain as your word endures.

Chains be broken
Lives be healed
Eyes be opened
Christ is revealed

Counting On God
I'm in a fight not physical
And I'm in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that's beautiful
And I want more
I want all that's Yours

Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God

I am counting on
I am counting on God

The miracle of Christ in me
Is the mystery that sets me free
I'm nothing like I used to be
Open up your eyes you'll see

You Reign
What could stand before You
As You chose to embrace
A cross so undeserved You took for me
The weight of sin upon You
When You offered Your life
As You walked the streets of men
With fading strength

How could we live but not see
Your sacrifice
Your glory

You reign, You reign
Over everything Lord, You reign
With power, and justice divine
Over everything Lord, You reign

What was Your last thought
As You drew Your last breath
Where the victory was Yours for us to see
And all will know the truth
As we live by Your grace
Every praise to You alone

See now the King of Glory
Love of God become my calling
Father I surrender all I am to You forever

Christine Glass - My Love will get You Home
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

林峰、鍾嘉欣 - 心領
男: 或許戀愛都只有煙火那刻的摧燦
如此簡單快樂不多於一晚
內心總有限束縛怎可不驚嘆
然後發現情或許轉淡

女: 越討好你就換來傷心痛哭多一晚
如此貪玩厭舊貪新我心淡
是否早註定體貼都不會得到稱讚
怕熱愛已退減

# 合: 誰願稀罕這愛情
從未甘心因我轉性
其實清楚這過程
就算犧牲不會高興已心領#

男: 什麼戀愛的感覺始終有它的限期
隨心歡喜放任心中不止你
受種種責備逼我放肆敷衍你
其實已盡全力喜歡你

女: 並不必暗示感覺一早已熄多得你
從今天起我亦不稀罕等你
獨身的趣味不拍即使抱擁得空氣
我亦懶去記起

REPEAT #

男: Never meant to be cruel, Never meant to hurt you...

合: 誰願稀罕這愛情從未甘心因我轉性
男: 其實清...楚... 女: 其實清楚這過程
男: 我知無謂去纏住我無謂再去打聽
女: 就算犧牲不會高興
合: 已心領

合: 無謂發現情或許轉淡無謂發現情或許轉淡

Till I See You
The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

公主YVONNE (=

2009-03-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

Like Yvette, Yvonne borrows its meaning from the French and ultimately Germanic word for 'yew'. It is also associated with 'small archer' because the yew tree was used to make long bows. As the feminine form of Yves, the French for John, Yvonne also means 'God has favoured', 'God is gracious' n 'God is merciful'. It has poduced a plethora of variants and is not confined to the French-speaking world.

公主YVONNE (=

2009-02-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I'm back to update some things!! (:

First, I LOVE Lye wan Ting Phoebe the one in BUDDY HOAGIES! :D in ACTS 2! :DD And she LOVES me too!! Yeah!!! Really MISS working n the times spend with you la~!! (=

公主YVONNE (=

2008-12-25T01:34:00.008+08:00

Wednesday, 24 Dec 2008:

Hello!! Today wake up kinda early to online, Yeah!! I can make it for 2 days.. lols. No la, morning do some stuff, then online.. Not purposely wake up early to online. Haha.. Ever since last week, I can't get myself to sleep, no matter how tired am I.. Went shopping with Qinching, then cell group dinner @ JP Pizza Hut.. Only Weida, Weilong, Qinching, Weikun, Liang Zhi, Sabrina & Ken turn up. Then went back west mall for movie, we watched "Yes Man!!" After that, went over to aunt house for gathering. Though I am late, my brother is slightly late then me. I didnt win though.. =P
I feel that I have no common topic to talk, with my cousins, about the same age as me, right now. Feel that we are drifting very far away.. How come? Seriously, I hate it when they always play mahjiong among themselves.. WHY WHY WHY??!! =( Though I went to my aunt house for gathering, countdown for Christmas, BUT I just don't feel it that day.. I realise I just eat & eat & eat. Hmm...

Thursday, 25 Dec 2008:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Actually want to go Ken's house for movie marathon. But only Alvin, Weida. We went for lunch at one of the coffee shop near his house, then went up to find him. Though most of the people keeps complaining, well, whats done, cannot be undone. I did feel abit down when I see not much people turns up. Shall not say anymore le..

We watched Liang Po Po, although its an old show, but its nice & funny.. Haha!! Watched halfway, I offered to go fetch Nick from batok to his house, as he don't know the way. When we reached his house, we continued to watch that vcd, when finished, we went in to his room to see Alvin & Ken playing Warcraft.. Haha!! We crapped, talked, stoned inside. Suppose to have dinner at his house, SORRY KEN that I need go off, & THANK YOUR MUM for the food & the preparation!! Oh ya, the popcorn too!! *winks

Went movied with parents & sister, we watched "Bedtime stories", its a nice show.. After that, we went for dinner at food court. I happened to be the last one to buy my food. When theirs is going to finish eating, my mum tell me "next time u should go order ur food first, you eat so slow." Then my dad say "wanna buy bread from Shop & Save" My mum offer to go down buy, then we go find her later. But my father says one thing which discourages me alot.. He say "We all go down buy, later when u finish then come down find us" At that point of time, I was very angry, upset, why they just cant wait for me to finish then go down together. This is not the first time actually. When I ask them go out for dinner, or go out somewhere as a family, it just wouldn't happen now..

Friday, 26 Dec 2008:

Went shopping with Cal. Thanks alot for accompany me buy stuff today!! Didnt know you are sick.. Finally get everything I need by today!! I did buy stuff for myself too.. So happy!! Hehe!! Went Lot 1 then West Mall then Lot 1 then West Mall for dinner. Actually wanna have cell dinner, But everytime not much people free, only Weida & Qinching.. Well, used to it already.. -.-

We went BK to fill our stomach. Then Qinching headed to my house to borrowed something, awhile later, Zhi Wei called, and we decided to go over to meet him to chat awhile..

Excited for tomorrow...everyone in our cell group is gonna wear formal, as tomorrow is the last service for 2008... Aww!! 2009 is coming... Guys!! We gonna take photos ok!!! See you guys!!

公主YVONNE (=

2008-12-24T11:20:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!! I am back!!! =D Curently not working anymore.. Feel kinda slack & free at times, as and when I want to go out, jiu can go out so freely.. But sometimes quite bored and sian.. No job = No $. Haha!! So I am finding jobs too.. Any childcare related jobs... Hopefully can find one soon!!

Fewstuff has been a burden in my heart for quite some time.. I have told some of you, well, doesn't matter, as I have let God knows about it.. I'm trying to put it down, but it seems very hard to do so. I know I can't use my own strength & ability to do so. I need Your Strength!!
I JUST WANT YOU!! I feel very upset & heartbroken.. "Come & heal my heart!!"

Today is Christmas Eve, thats so fast!! Later going out with qinching to buy some stuff. Then followed by cell dinner @ Pizza Hut @ JP!! Whee!! Finally went "out of our neighbourhood" for our meal le.. So excited!!! Can't wait..

I miss everyone in my class, can't seems to contact them, hais.. I miss the times we spend together in class, in school, outside... Hope will get to meet them up soon!!

BLUE TRIBE CHEERS!!! 2008
Enjoy!!

Update you guys soon!! Bye~!!

公主YVONNE (=

2008-11-16T00:41:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!! Sorry for not updating my blog.. Happy that I update now? But it will not gonna be long anyway! Nothing much to update about.. My life is in a mess right now, Sometimes I just feel like giving up. I'm tired, really tired.. Has been working everyday from mon to fri. Yup. I am readjusting my life, so not going to update until further notice. Haha.. At times, I really hate myself, I am getting weaker & weaker. I felt that I am easily shaken lately, HOW COME I WILL BECOME LIKE THIS?? Now my limit is very low, very easy will blow up & stuff.. Hais..

I'm no longer the talkative yvonne you guys have know. If you realise..

Bye guys!! Don't miss me..

Take care guys!!

公主YVONNE (=

2008-10-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, I wanna share with you one chapter that I have learn today from a book called Facing Your Giants. This consist of 2 parts... Very sorry if it is very long for u guys. But I really hope that you guys will read, and this will encourage you!! *Cheers.. Today I decided to fast and pray and I did it!! As after the sermon about fasting and praying, I fail everytime..

A. [Be quick to pray, seek healthy counsel, and don't give up.]

How do you handle yours? When hope takes the last train and joy is nothing but the name of the girl down the street...when you are tired of trying, tired of forgiving, tired of hard weeks or hard-headed people...how do you manage your dark days? With a bottle of pills or scotch? With an hour at the bar, a day at the spa, or a week at the coast? Many opt for such treatments. So many, in fact, that we assume they reenergize the sad life. But do they? No one denies that they help for a while, but over the long hau? They numb the pain, but do they remove it?

Or are we like the sheep on the Turkish cliff? Who knows why the first one jumped over the edge. Even more bizarre are the fifteen hundred others who followed, each leaping off the same overhang. The first 450 animals died. The thousand that followed survived only because the pile of corpses cushioned their fall. We, like sheep, follow each other over the edge, falling head long into bars and binges and beds. Like David, we crash into Gath, only to find that Gath has no solution.

Is there a solution? Indeed there is. Doing right what David did wrong. He failed to pray. Do the opposite: be quick to pray. Stop talking to yourself. Talk to Christ, who invites. "Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to see me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest." (Matt. 11:28 MSG).

God, who is never downcast, never tires of your down days. David neglected good advice. Learn from his mistake. Next time you lack the will to go on, seek healthy counsel. You won't want to. Slumping people love slumping people. Hurting people hang with hurting people. We love those who commiserate and avoid those who correct. Yet correction and direction are what we need.

I discovered the importants of healthy counsel in a half-Ironman triathlon. After the 1.2 mile swim and the 56-mile bike ride, I didn't have much energy left for the 13.1 mile run. Neither did the fellow jogging next to me. I asked him how he was doing and soon regreted posing the question. "This stinks. This race is the dumbest decision I've ever made." He had more complaints than a taxpayer at the IRS. My response to him? "Good-bye." I knew if I listened too long, I'd start agreeing with him.

I caught up with a sixty-six-year-old grandmother. Her tone was just the opposite. "You'll finish this," she encouraged. "It's hot, but at least it's not raining. One step at a time...Don't forget to hydrate....Stay in there." I ran next to her until my heart was lifted and my legs were aching. I finally had to slow down. "No problem," she said, waving as she kept going.

Which of the two describes the counsel you seek?"Refuse good advice and watch your plans fail; take good counsel and watch them succeed" (Prov,15.22 MSG).

B. [Take a long look at the shore that awaits you. Don't be fooled by the fog of the shump. The finish may be only strokes away.]

Don't make the mistake of Florence Chadwick. In 1952 she attempted to swim the chilly ocean waters between Catalina Island and the California shore. She swam through the foggy weather and choppy seas for fifteen hours. Her muscles began to cramp, and her resolve weakened. She begged to be taken out of the water, but her mother, riding in a boat alongside, urged her not to give up. She kept trying but grew exhausted and stopped swimming. Aids lifted her out of the water and into the boat. They paddled a few more minutes, the mist broke, and she discovered that the shore was less than a half mile away. "All I could see was the fog." she explained at a news conference."I think if I could have seen the shore, I would have made it"

Take a long look at the shore that awaits you. Don't be fooled by the fog of the shump. The finish may be only strokes away. God may be, at this moment, lifting his hand to signal Gabriel to grab the trumpet. Angels may be assembling, saints gathering, demons trembling. Stay at it! Stay in the water. Stay in the rain. Stay in the fight. Give grace, one more time. Be generous, one more time. Teach one more class, encourage one more soul, swim one more stroke.

David did. Right there in the smoldering ruins of Ziklag, he found strength. After sixteen months, in Gath. After the Philistine rejection, the Amalekite attack, and the insurrection by his men, he remembered what to do. "David found strength in the Lord, his God" (1 Sam. 30:6 NIV).

It's good to have you back, David. We missed you while you were away.

公主YVONNE (=

2008-10-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

Today is my first day of work at ST Logistic. Woke up at 6 plus, I wanted to sleep more but cant already, if not I will be late for work. Yesterday couldn't sleep, suddenly alot of thoughts came into my mind, hmmm...

Thank God I am not late today, and I nearly lost my way there, I was so scared, but... I did pray!! And God give me peace immediately. Hehe.. Morning, do QT was so GREAT!! I'm cultivating the habit to do QT in the morning, if you all always do it in the night, try wake up early to do in the morning, you will feel refresh.. :) As I remember one brother told me "mediate the word day & night" N NOT "mediate the word night & night."

When I reached the place, need to surrender our camera phone to them, sad... few mins after i surrender, I already MISS MY PHONE!!! :( But, never mind, I keep telling myself, that time in YI camp, i also surrender my phone for the whole 4 days. [ps: although I did miss my phone that time, haha..] If this I can do it, why cant I surrender for 9hrs. Haha..

I will be working in a warehouse office, which my jobs will be to key in their "stock taking", some of their admin work which requires me to key in their stock, They will give me list of numbers & codes, which makes me headache & confuse. But when I hands on and do, its quite alrite. "Practice makes Perfect!!" In the office, quite slack, today I finish my work very fast!! Hopefully, everyday, I will be that fast, and not make any mistakes. Haha.. Today when I do my job halfway, my muscles suddenly very pain & tense. Then headache came & visit me.. :( I also stupid, wear wrong footwear, my legs are so red and pain now. Haha..

Every day I will have to change my sim card to another phone without camera, which is so troublesome, well, no choice lor.

After work, went bugis with danny, weida, huiqin and ezekiel. We just blindly walk walk, then we walk from bugis to Suntec City, I didn't know it was so near only. Haha.. Dinner-ed then walk awhile, then we go home.

Sorry for this bo liao post, I need go rest already, cannot take it, headache very pain.. :( Nites guys!! ^_^

公主YVONNE (=

2008-10-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

Today during work, not quite good. Alot of customer but its ok.. Today get alot of scolding by manager, customer, kitchen staff, Which I didn't do anything wrong at all. Feel very upset. Some customer just cannot be consider enough, they have eyes to see that there is still other customer who we need to attend to, some want extra this & that, some scold us say we are too slow and stuff. Then for the manager wise, I key 2 items in another table's order, then i just void it, when i realise its wrong, "just nice" the manager saw what happen, she scold me in front of the customer say "don void void void hor! Later night when I do calculation, I see it, you pay all of it hor!" Then few seconds later, I go do "that customer's coffee, as she say now." Manager scold me again, say "still do, soup out liao you never see ah!" Then as for the kitchen staff, early afternoon, I ask one kitchen staff help me heat up the brownie, and I go do my thing, and I forget it was still inside, when one staff ask me, "you take the brownie already?" then I quickly go kitchen ask the guy to help me take out, as it was very tall, then one staff scold say "eh, you don know how to take yourself issit, we inside also have alot of things need to do one leh" I just walk off, didnt want to answer or reply back.

Thanks sister for sending me the prayer message!! I feel much better already, until when I am on my way home, I teared in bus while listening to worship song. As I sense that God is trying to console me, says: "My precious daughter, no need to be so upset over this things, I know that you didn't do anything wrong, Just do what you think is right, don't need to care about what other says you, I still love you no matter what." Oh man!!! I am crying now as I post.

Ok, I have to go out already, to watch movie... Yeah!! Bye~!!

公主YVONNE (=

2008-10-07T00:42:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!! Here to blog again... Today go for 3 job interview. Woke up at 8 plus, go for one at science park. 11 plus went for second one, its located at around queensway there, where i took cab down from science park, as I was about to be late. Didnt have a second thought, just flag for one cab. Expensive leh, but no choice.. Then the third one is at 4.30, the company is located at tuas there.. We nearly lost our way. Haha.. Still not sure whether can get the jobs or not. But I still want to Thank God for giving me this 3 jobs, although the last job is really like last min one. It's really by God's Grace that I have these job interview..

THANK YOU GOD!!

You will think that why I suddenly go for so many interview, not I despo or what. Cos this job that currenly I am working now, can't survive. As in now I have to help my parents to support the house. Can't expect them to keep working so hard and pay this pay that. They also have to give allowance to us. I really wants to be independent enough to help my family, and pay my handphone bills, probably give my siblings allowance? I don't want to keep asking them for money, as I am already big enough to work le. I need to find a more stable permanent job which has more high pay than what I am earning now.

After the last interview, I went to Jurong Point to get one thing which I want to buy for myself, and I bought it!! Yeah!! So happy... hehe. Then head back to west mall mac to find danny & huiqin. We really slack awhile at mac, then go west mall walk walk, while waiting for zw to come meet us for dinner. Suddenly I like almost all the things that is sold in Precious Thots, including the Christian books, cds corner.. Whoot!! Felt like bringing ALL home.. LOL!! I just asked 2 people, sorry if I didnt ask you along.. Talked awhile, then head home. Very tired, legs are pain... Tmr still have to work, don feel like working.

Pray for me also, that I will change my lifestyle. And change in one way or another. As many parts of my life, I need to change. Pray that I will have discipline too. Pray also that I will not be so much affected by what people say.

2008-10-04T11:37:00.002+08:00

This thing happens yesterday, 3/10/08...

Hello everybody, I am yvonne from zealot 4 and I'm here to share my testimony about how God spoke to me. For your information, my walk with God has slacken this few days, cos of some stuff that i am going through. I skip doing Quiet Time, I didnt pray. Somehow have given up on God but God has not given up on me. He is really very mercyful enough to forgive me. The following situations, will tell you why. This morning I received a call from an agency. They helps us to find jobs. For a little background of it. I went to 2 agency to find permanent jobs. They call me to tell me the information of other company which is their so called clients. If the company which needs staff, they will ask the agency to help them find also. So the person in charge called me, and say there is a company wants you to go for interview today. Of cos I reject my friend to go out after work to go for the interview. As this job, the pay quite attractive. It pays us $7.50/hr, and if you work OT, you can claim back the cab fare. The pay is $3.50 more than what I am currenly working now. :(

To be frank, its my own will to go for this interview. Less than an hour, I had miss call from the agency again, awhile later, i go toilet to call back. Right after I call back the agency & tell them i can make it at first, on the way back to work, suddenly feel giddy, like wanna shiver de feeling. My back, near buttock there are aching, feel like vomiting, feels cold. And i began to pray & ask God to heal me, He didnt heal me immediately. So I send prayer request to people and ask them pray for me. I feel so terrible at that point of time. I also tries to drink warm water, but it didn't help at all, but rather, my body gives out sweat, its cold sweat. When my colleague ask me, "did you ask God about it. Is He really want you to get this job?" I realise its could have been God is telling me something, and I began to think, yeah, I didnt seek God for my decision for this job thing, thats why I feel so sick. I began to doubt Him, until one thing which reminds me is that one of my cell group members, which is also a brother in Christ, shares this to some of us that he experience this kind of situation also. He didnt seek God's will, the next day, he has headache.

So I choose to believe that it confirm is God who wants to punish me, as I didnt seek Him, when I am making a decision and in whatever I do. And through this, I knows that GOD NEVER WILL FORSAKE US. He still chose to forgive us no matter how much we break His heart.

After work, I went home to have a nap. When I woke up, I still feel so weak, muscles are pain everywhere, have slight headache, still feel very sleepy. I dare not tell my parents that I am sick, as they will not believe me and will scold me.

Some lesson I learn,

ask God to help you make decisions regarding it is small or big.
"Let your will be done and not mine."
In the old testament, God's people disobey God, and God punish them. I am currently reading old testament, it can happen to them, it can happen to those who disobey Him too.
Whatever thing happens, we got to PRAY!! As it is our only useful weapon!!

* * I CAN DO IT, SO CAN YOU!! ALL THE BEST!!! =D

公主YVONNE (=

2008-10-02T23:28:00.006+08:00

Today, working till 4, then go town with her. She shops for shirt, and we chat, shop, enjoying ourselves. Everything seems not rite for me this few days. But after sharing to her, i feel much much more better already! Thanks ya!!! Just wanna say, Thanks for being there for me when i need you.. :D For those people who reads this post, don't ask me what problem i am facing, just don feel like saying anymore. Sorry about it. I will be glad to know you guys out there who cares for me. ^^ While we walks to one shop in Wisma, its Isetan i think. Haha.. We saw a person taking photo of a black tall french guy, the way he pose, we thought it was a maniqueen. When he moves, the both of us laugh at him, the guy actually ask her why is she laughing cos he saw. She tells him that we thought he was a maniqueen and then we walk off. We walk n walk n walk to Takashimaya, when we came out of the mall, saw that guy again, we chat awhile then she decided to get that shirt and we go HMV to buy. When we walk back to Takashimaya, and we saw that guy again! LOL.. We chat awhile more, and we bus-ed home..

Tmr work again, not sian, just that i worked 4hrs, which i dont like.. Wants to work more hours, but...well, haha.. After work, go out with her again! WHEE~!! EXCITED~Hehe...

公主YVONNE (=

2008-09-29T23:45:00.005+08:00

Monday, 29 September 2008

Morning went to tighten my braces. It was kinda painful sometimes during the process. The doctor keep telling me to relax cos he cant work if my lips are tense up. But it is very pain, thats why, he will also keep forcing to get what he need to be done. Some part during the process, i will move my body abit, as it was very painful. He still ask me one stupid question, "Very painful meh?" I didnt even want to reply him. At that point of time, i felt like slapping him. But Thank God that i didnt, as i will be sinning against God, and He wont like it. To be frank, i really tear during the process, as he keep forcing his steps, he also keep asking me to stretch my mouth open wide, my mouth was dry n bleeds that time, he still say, not big enough.. Agrh!! Well, hope this braces thing quickly finish.. :(

Then go lunch with dad & mum.. I ate the slowest, so paiseh to let the 2 of them wait for me, as they need to work after that. Dad drive me home, and my mum also need get something to bring to her office. Reach home, rest for 2-3 mins, went off to meet weida at batok control station. As we going to give charlene a birthday surprise. Sad to say, most of the time is just the 2 of us out of so many, are free. Hais. Why like that leh? Want fellowship also hard. :(

When we reach bedok, we go walk walk there then head to charlene house. Too bad, i only remember her block, but forgets which floor she living, so we decided to called her. And ask for her address, of cos we come out with one short excuse. When we got her address correctly, we light up the candle. Sad to say, we got defeated by the wind. =.= We fail so many times before we finally succeeded. No matter how we cover the candle to prevent the wind to blew the flame off, we just couldn't do it. I suddenly thought of using the cover of the cake box to cover, so we cover the flame with the cover, and quickly walk to her window there, then i called out, "Charlene!!", i heard her reply from inisde of her house saying "eh, yvonne." Then she walk to her door there to see who. And we sing Happy Birthday Song to her. She was tieing up her hair, and before she blow the candle, the flame was already dead. Actually she was going out with her mum to go somewhere. Really Thank God that we came on time, and she never go le. Stay at her house, take pictures, (Show u guys again, cos its with her.) Around 4+ 5, we accompany her to collect cake near her neighbourhood. And we were at the void deck talking after she bring the cake home, talk some serious stuff, explain to her, clarify her doubts.

Around 6+, we went off le, as i need to go imm to help my sis get some food.. So weida accompany me go, and we aim to reach home by 9. We were like ganjiong spider, rushed to imm, rushed to get what i need to get, then rushed to take train home, very tired.. And i succeeded! Reached home around 8.55++. Haha..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!!

Ok!! I need go make jelly le, for tmr!!! Whee!! Bye guys... :D

公主YVONNE (=

2008-09-27T23:04:00.006+08:00

Thurday, 25 September 2008
Went Jurong Point with Danny. He insist wanna go JP which i tell him go west mall instead. He say JP then ok lor, we go JP. Then we really walk the whole JP, without walking into the shops, don know why. Haha.. Then it become kinda bored to walk there.. Until we walked into the shop called Give A Name, walk one round, decided to come out, then i was weida and his 2 friends, called Hui Qin & Eugene Ong (Yes! He came to church on 27 sept 08! Haha.) Then we stand outside the shop to talk awhile and Hui Qin decided to go play pool at jurong east, so we just agree with her.

So we went to jurong entertainment there to play pool, hui qin met her primary school friend called jiali i guess, jiali was with 3 of her friend, when we played awhile later, her friend join us to play pool, but i didnt play, just sat there. B'cos just don feel like playing. Haha..

Then Huiqin ask if we wanna join her to meet her friend at imm after playing pool. So we went imm, met 2 of her friend by the name of Angeline & Qiufeng, have dinner, then go walk walk awhile then go back le.

Then me, weida & danny go wm mac slack. Cos the 奶爸百分百 already aired halfway through, going to finish soon, so we decided to go mac talk. My brother came mac, then i ask him if he can buy something for me to eat or not, as i didnt eat dinner with them earlier, he say don wan then i was like ok lor, went back to my seat and sit down. After he bought his food, he pass me one vanilla ice cream, i was so touched and happy, although it cost 70 cents, but its the thoughts that counts, first time he buy for me.. Whee~!! Hehe..

Oh ya, all the friend that i met on thurs, they are all christian!! So cool!! Hehe..

This week i keep coming across this words "Its the thoughts that counts". Yeah! I learn something this week!! ^_^

公主YVONNE (=

2008-09-16T00:34:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys, that i didnt update for so long..
I have one thing wanna say here..
Althought this person won't see this.
"I will stop thinking of you, starting from now. SO WHAT if you are my kor. It really upsets me, all the things you have said to me, its all a lie. Now i learn, how to trust friends, don't just simply trust your friend. Treat your friendship geniune-ly."

Ps: Sorry people, i also don know what i wrote here. Just wanted to fa xie, yup..

公主YVONNE (=

2008-08-30T23:52:00.014+08:00

Friday, 29 August 2008

Morning meet xin @ 8.15am to go back seconday school, hillgrove sec. We intending to watch upper sec de concert which starts at 8.40am to 10.20am. We meet at batok control station. Then we walk over, talk on the way. When we reach the sch, security guard told us to come back @ 10am to watch lower sec de concert. So we walk around awhile and decided to sit at the void deck near sch. Which is also a study area. About 10-15mins later, i saw a playground near there, and i suggest we go there. We sit and talk until 9+, actually it was drizzling so we walk to the void deck in front of the sch. Wait until 10 like that, thought can go in le. So we wait outside the sch. But, we only can go in around 10.20++ sad rite? I keep feeling stomach ache in this 2hrs plus. Was intending to use the canteen toilet, but there is alot of students inside. So decided to go watch the performance in the hall. And by that time, i don feel stomache le weird huh? Haha.. We sit at the gallery upstairs, me and xin found so called "Wang" sit, which is 2 chairs placed near the entrance, then of cos we take that place. People come in, keep looking at us. Haha.. And those people that came late, keep walking in and out, which makes me feels very giddy, cant see the performance clearly. Starting of the concert, sing sch song. So huai nian lor, didnt really remember how it is being sang. As you know, i graduated for 3yrs plus le. LOL!! We watched halfway, decided to go find teachers like Miss Toh, Mrs Loh, Mr Caleb Chua and others.. Sad leh, some teachers don recognise me and xin. Whenever i went back sch with friends, we will talk about our sec sch life. Wish to go back sch and study. :( I suggest to xin that, why not we ask teacher whether can we go back to study as ex hillgrovian or not. Hehe.. Went west mall mac and eat our lunch. Talk, take pictures. Standard de. Whenever i am with people, i will feel like taking pictures with them. Sorry ar, if you all don like.. Went to Shop and Save to see the price of eggs, as xin needs to buy. But realise it is quite expensive. So she rather go her her house there buy. After that, i headed to work le. From 2pm to 10pm. Not very tired actually, just that it is quite gan jiong when there is alot of customers. Overall still alrite ba. Cos God is with me ma. Haha.. I get tired when its about closing time. Boss ask me want him send me back to batok or not, as he needs pass some document to a person. So i agreed lor, can save bus fare also. Haha.. He drop me at the station. Then walk home from mrt station.

Some stuff happens to me. It came and distract me. Which now i realise that God's LOVE is cannot compares to anything. I feel sad.

Me & Xin. (=

Xin & Me.

Saturday, 30 August 2008

Was happen to turn around the other side while i was sleeping, so i shun bian see my phone. And saw liangzhi's msg, he ask me pass him stuff at batok mac. So i wake up around 9+ Then i received a call from xin, she ask me wanna meet up at batok mac with mrs loh, dong jie, valerie and tay wei ming (FINALLY I can contact him le. It has been 3yrs plus since i last saw him. And seriously, i MISS him as brother, as friend) i am so excited la. I pass lz stuff le, then talk awhile, and i go find them at quite inside of mac. We chit chat, talk about alot of stuff. Awhile later, val's bf came and meet her to go out. (ps: val, you miss out alot of fun man. It's alrite, nxt time still have alot chance to meet up de. I'm looking forward~!!) Then we accompany her to shop for her home used stuff. Then we headed to her house, her kids is so CUTE!! 2 son, Elder son is called weijie (4yrs old), 2nd de is called peiwen (8 months). We talk, we played with her kids, we take pictures!! Don feel like to put this gathering to an end. But can't dong jie and wei ming have something on, and i need go church. Because of this gathering, i didn't go for cell group lunch. Sorry zealot 4 peeps!! When we leave, mrs loh send the 3 of them to their destination, near the old folks home there. Her kids want to follow too. In the end, mrs loh allows weijie to follow, and he allows me to hold his hand. So CUTE la.. Peiwen jiu cant follow, cos he is still too young. But sad for me is that i walk home with mrs loh's umbrella, as its just need to cross 1 road to my house. Haha..

Went home to prepare stuff to go church le. Walked to interchange to take 852. While i am in the bus, i keep thinking about the past, sec sch life, everything i have been through, recently met up with val and xin as often as we can, jus now de gathering. Suddenly feels like crying. Walked over to church. Starts discussing about the evangelistic outreach. Yuan Pin came then we introduce ourselves, wants to play small games, but service 1 ends early, so we couldn't. So we prepare ourselves to go service. Today's sermon is about "Fasting". It's good, now i know that there are few types of fasting. And we fast is because we want to get closer to God. And not dieting. (:

Reach home, chat with ms soh, ite simei de teacher on the phone. She told me, she met Karen, my IA boss while she learns dancing outside, at dancing school. She ask me how am i, then ms soh say she (me), quite good, graduate le. Overall she did quite well. Karen reply ms soh, "huh, like that also can pass ar". Which i think she is very guo fen lor.

Here are some photos to share to you all.. (:

Left: xin, dongjie, mrs loh carrying peiwen, tay wei ming, me carrying weijie. (=

Left: Me, Mrs Loh, Xin

Me carrying Peiwen

Me and Weijie

Weijie and Peiwen.

Weijie

Peiwen, me, Weijie.

Peiwen

公主YVONNE (=

2008-08-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

Wake up at 11.20am, got shocked because i was suppose to meet siewling and sabrina at 11.30am. In the end, i wake up quickly sms siewling, tell her i just wake up. But didn't know she already message me say, change time to 12pm. Haha.. Meet them to go Civil Service Club help my friend sister book tree house for her birthday party. Then we take 852 to bukit timah, change bus 170 to bugis. Go shopping.. But I didn't buy anything in the end. Saw alot of pretty clothes at bugis street. I want all!! Hehe..

Went to Bugis Junction shop, we intending to buy some finger food to eat. But only sabrina buy food. Me and siewling bought Yogurt Drink. It's very nice. You all should go and try. I bought Apple Cinnamon, she choose Peach Blueberry. Shop until 5+, we went over to Arts Friend to wait for sabrina's sister. She needs buy some stuff, and siewling bought 1 GOLD paper.. Headed back timah in bus 170, sabrina and her sister go for family dinner, to celebrate her birthday. Siewling and me went rooftop for dinner. Went down mac find some leaders like xl, lz, beng. And Derek last min came. They thought he never come cos he has paper next day. But till the last min, where they need go for the leaders meeting le, then he appear. It really encourages me and i am sure, it will encourage other people too.

"Even though he has paper next day, he choose to put God first.
Good job Derek!!"

I went Buddy slack awhile, saw peishan and shermin. Chat with them awhile, then headed back home. Today reach home quite early. Good job yvonne!! Haha..

Tomorrow go back secondary school with xin. Chit chat with her, then go work. Haha..

公主YVONNE (=

2008-08-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

Working at 12pm today.. There is 4 person working the front line today. That is alot of people. I think cos we need help the supervisor as she injured herself while biking. Still have the gap between me and her, don know why. If you are close with me, you will know who is the person. But Thank God that another staff working with me also. If not i will feel lonely that period of time working with the supervisor.

There is a new staff called Hui i think. He came from China. I think he get this job through agent i think. I heard from other staff keep complaining about this staff (Hui). He already work for 2 weeks plus le, still forgets this forget that. Gives people the chance to scold him. I don't know la, its other staff who tells me de. Even if the things they tell him now, he does wrong straight away. Almost all the staff doesn't like him. Badmouth him, pai ci him. Basically, dislike him. Since ytd, I feel sad for him. I really feels what God feels lor. My heart is breaking when i see him, how the world treat him. Although this thing i share with some people, but sorry, i still wanna say it again. Ytd, his agent came, i think cos he tell his agent that he really cannot take it anymore.

Today knock off at 6. Cos have cell group. Today is slightly different, as we started off with sharing some stuff together in cell group, everybody is like saying out what they feels, which i think its really good. Then we had ice breaker, wacko!! We have fun playing, enjoy ourselves.. Play until very high.. =D We Praise and Worship God. As i worship God, Charlene's face n that guy Hui's face keep appearing to my head. Some announcement is being made after that.

Then we went to sabrina's house to give her surprise..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!! =D

Yeah, tomorrow off, no work! Haha... ^_^ Hungry~ Morning ate Maggie before work. And i am like swallowing down everything. Then only drink water the whole day, until 10+, eat cake. While on my way back home, i went to Cheers to buy cup noodle. Now abit feels like vomitting. So i'm going off to eat that le. Haha.. Cya!!

公主YVONNE (=

2008-08-26T23:47:00.004+08:00

Today start working le, went back to work at Buddy. It was fun working there, almost everything seems to be so familiar. Although there are new staff, but i can hit well with them. Today work with one YI Service 2. We talk, have fun while working. Work until 6pm, ate their staff meal, i ordered Pan fried fish+ baked potato. Although quite scared of it, no choice, i cant eat solid food. When i received charlene's msg, i felt very sad, as she is not feeling good. And immediately, i prayed for her. At the same time, was trying to see what ways i can help her. After that, went prayer meeting. I can see myself interceed for people.

"God, i need your wisdom, to teach me how to meet other people needs. Teach me O Lord. In Jesus Name I pray, Amen!"

Went home after prayer meeting, father called me, ask me buy food for him. I also felt like eating something, so i bought Hei Luo Mi for myself. Felt like eating solid food, but cant leh. Reached home, saw my mum eat salad, i also want to eat, so i make one bowl for myself, but i only ate few cabbage, the rest of it, i gave my mum. Cos cant bite. Then i go eat my Hei Luo Mi, couldn't finish, the more i eat, the more i feel like vomitting. I think is because of the coconut ba.

As i am working today, i tell myself, to spend my days doing something and not always wasting our time doing nothing. My aunt told me, now what you feel like doing, go do it. Since you are so young now. She also tell me, don't waste time to sleep at home, as in lazy nothing to do, then sleep. Sleep for the sake of sleeping. Cos when you die le, you can sleep all you want. =.= I want to at least do something each day. Make somebody happy, or whatever, achieve something.. Suddenly feels like going everything through my very best.. ^_^ I'm looking forward to work with that YI service 2 girl. This coming friday, i'm working with her.. YEAH!!! :D Tomorrow is cell group time!! I'm so excited!! =)

公主YVONNE (=

2008-08-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 9am, very early leh. Don't feel like getting up my bed but cant. Have no choice, cos need to go Dental Centre for appointment at 10.30am. Sabrina accompany me. Thanks sabrina!! We meet at batok station then go together. The doctor change the metal n i put new colour rubber band, i choose light blue, but the blue they called is "baby blue". When he put the rubber, he use alot of force on my tooth, which makes me feel painful. When he moves to do my lower mouth, he also use alot of force, then my lips just become very tense, cos painful ma. He keep telling me to relax my lips cos i am making his job difficult. :( I go ask him why will have ulcers de, he just reply me, "already warn you that time", i stun.. just have to keep quiet.

THANK GOD that today no need pay!! :D Can save $..

Then we walk around SGH to find the stalls Polar, as Sabrina wants to eat puff. And i went to buy Chocolate rice roll.. Actually i was thinking what to get, "Chocolate roll ($1.00), or Chocolate rice roll ($1.50)". When i order, i say i wan one chocolate roll, the staff thought chocolate rice roll. LOL!! So i get will Chocolate Rice Roll instead lor. After we both buy, we sat down and eat. Then we proceed to Vivo City to meet Celia. Before we meet her, we was intending to go Harbofront Centre there eat desert de, but the coffee shop is packed with working people, there is mostly cold desert, she wants hot de. Haha. So we want go vivo city de foodcourt see if there is hot de or not. When we walk pass KFC, we change our plan to eat that. HAHA!! She eat Shrooms Meal cos cheaper, then i get Pepsi Light instead. As i cant eat any hard stuff. Mouth pain.. :(

When we are done, we walk around the shopping centre. To wait for Celia as well. Then we walk walk and talk stuff.. Enjoyed ourselves alot!! Awhile later, we went to Long John Silver as Celia wanna eat. Whereas Sabrina bought a packet of conflaks from Daiso.. We saw Ken Lim there, he was with friends also. Saw him twice, outside Long John Silver and inside Candy Empire. Haha!! We walk until around 5 plus 6, decided to go home, take bus home, cos both of them have concession.. If i know i don wanna ask the driver how much i need to pay for my trip to batok. Cos it cost $1.50. Very expensive leh... Well, never mind, i'm honest!! And God sees it. :D

Accompany Sabrina go west mall buy her herbal tea, then i went over to mac to find Valerie and Wanxin. They eating, i want to, but cant. They say just eat, ok lor. i did take 1 fries try, cant bite. Then i just drink coke with salt. haha.. I don really like pure coke, feel very gas-sy. I have the habit to put salt in my coke le. lols.. I saw Brother Rixiang going toilet, but he didnt saw me. Then follow by Liangzhi, he did saw me. Haha.. (Ps: liangzhi, you look tired. haha..how's your exams?) Go west mall walk walk with val and xin. Then go interchange and talk awhile and go home. Enjoy ourselves!!! ^_^ (Ps: Heys! Next time must come out more often ok? Before xin go airforce. ^^).

Reached home, go west mall again with sister to buy Honeydew Sago. Had 4 baked potato for dinner... It's fatening... =x Tomorrow start working le. :D

公主YVONNE (=

2008-08-24T03:00:00.001+08:00

Friday, 22 August 2008
Hello all... This is my first post. Haha..
Morning, I meet wanxin at 7am at Bukit Batok MRT Station, cos i accompany her to her airforce check up some where around redhill. When we met up, we were like so high, plus previous night, we didnt sleep much. We talk throughout the journey. So happy to meet up with her.. Talk about our past, almost everything. Then when we reach, i was like stun. The place looks very scary. As in strict. First, we need go through those scan our belonging de. Then we went to a place which looks like reception area, to register ourselves. Which requires us to give them see our ic. They gave her an orange sticker plus a locker key to put our handphones. aww.. 3hrs without handphones. I miss it!! Oh well, so we go inside, it is quite big actually. We went to the first building, a guy brought us to another building where the checkups are held. Yes!! We are the first to reach, before the place for checkups, are open.. LOL!! So i waited for her at those waiting area. She needs to go through 6 stations, sometimes when she went for 1 or 2 stations, she will come out n talk with me awhile. Anyway, to cut the story short... she pass the test!!! CONGRATS!!! But...i'll miss you when you go in.. :(

After the checkups, We take bus to Tanjong Pagar Plaza, which is the nearest MRT Staion we can go. After that we decided to go Bugis to have window shopping!! We went to shop around at Bugis Junction first then we decided to go for lunch at Shaw Tower. Its Vegetarian Cafe like that, the food is very nice!! Taste like normal food, i mean non vegetarian food.. Wanxin ate Spicy Spaghetti, n soup. The set comes with a main course n either a soup (mushroom soup) or drink. Then i take Chicken and Mushroom Baked Rice n soup too..

After we had our lunch, we decided to go Bugis library to digest our food.. LOL.. We went up to the highest floor then we slowly come down. Thats our habit actually. Haha.. When we reached a certain floor, there is an exhibition. When i look at almost all the drawings, i realise opposite the building, there is open-space swimming pool.. those rooftop kind de.. SO NICE!!! How i wish, at the point of time, i was there, swimming.. HAHA... We decided to step out of the library cos i realise the 2 of us is going to zzz soon, plus the environment is so quiet.. When we step out of the library, there is 3 push cart stalls, one of them is selling those hand-made accessories which made of pure cyrstals.. After looking at them, we walk back to Bugis Junction. On our way back, she wants to go home, as she feels sleepy. For me, i feel abit tired also but i don't feels like going home, so i sms siew ling to ask her whether she want to go out or nt.

Wanxin decided to go home about 3 plus, i went to meet siewling n shirley n we go orchard library.. When i reach Ngee Ann City, i intending to go inside library to meet them. When i went up, i found no library, was shocked. Cos library was big in the past. Don't know is it i very long didnt go there or what. I think the library is no longer there. Don't know is it moved to somewhere or has been removed. Hmmm... So i called them, they need sometime to reach orchard. So i went down to Kinokuniya shop first. Although i am alone, but i did enjoy myself, as i find it fruitful.. Suddenly i went to those cook book shelf n take those books n see. How i wish, my house have those books n i can cook for those people around me to eat.. This day will come.. :D I meet them at Kinokuniya, n we walk around in that shop. We spend about 1hr plus inside.

Around 6+, we decided to go back. Cos siewling want to watch show, so i suggest to go one of our house n watch. Then siewling say, "ok, we go your house". We were so excited until we cant find our way out the shopping mall where there is the bus stop. When we are at that bus stop, we realise there is no bus to Batok. But in the end, we take bus 171 to Bukit Timah then change bus. The bus was super packed, slow n like keep jerk. Not long through the journey, i sleep inside the bus. If the bus is not slow n keep brake-ing, i will sleep all the way till i reach our destiny. =.= Cos halfway through the journey, i feel like vomitting. All thanks to the bus, n the traffic jam. Also want to thank siewling for the sweet that she offers me.

When we reach timah, we change to bus 77. Then awhile later, i received message from zhiwei, ask if wanna go west mall coffeebean as he is there. And we went to find him instead of going my house. Cos its almost 8pm when we reach batok le. We stayed in the coffeebean till about 10+. Although i have no books to read, but we chat n shared at that time.
(Ps: Zhiwei, the things that you have tell us, i feel sad that this is exactly how you feel. N i wish to help, but don't know how. :( Anyway, if you feel comfortable, you can always shares your stuff with me de.. I will feel contented that you feel comfortable accountable to me.. Well, i also don't know how to say. Haha.. When you sees this post, can ask me personally or via sms or whichever you want to contact me with. LOL!!!)

Thats all for the day~ Thanks for reading... (=

Saturday, 23 August 2008
Meet Charlene (New comer) at Bukit Batok MRT Station. Then we went to buy sweets n take bus 852 to meet zhiwei for lunch at Buddy. Reach Buddy around 2+, but we have lots of time. As cell group starts at 3.30. We have a great time during lunch. We tease each other, we talked.. After we had our lunch, we walked over to church. But it was raining, so i lend my jacket to charlene, as her jacket, no hat. LOL!! But zhiwei wanted to lend me his jacket, but i didnt want to cos he needs wear too. Zhi wei, Thanks anyway!! =D

When we reached church, we talk awhile with liangzhi, and slowly zealot 4 people come.. people like weida, weikun, sabrina, qinching, weekiat. Ken was attending Service 1 with Yuan Pin. He has his reason, so he didnt join us for cell group. Then we start cell group, first of all we start to introduce ourselves, then ice breaker... i am the ice breaker ic for that day. We played "给我Tempo, Ready Go!", but fails, very hard for charlene to catch up the tempo. Nvm charlene, next time will be better for you!! *smile.. So we go on to 2nd game, called "Big Fish, Small Fish", n weida gets forfiet. His forfiet is to guess who is the leader among us. As we play "Follow The Leader". After that we went up to service. It was about "we should not tell lies". After the service, we went rooftop for dinner as we thought no food for us in church, as we too late then order the food. When we settled down, liangzhi called us, says that we have food, it is under "zealotken" which we don't know why too. So we walk back to church again. Haha.. Good exercise.. ^_^ While i was eating, behind us, there was some people playing freesbee, n it hits my head. It was too late for me to walk away, as my back faced them. When it hits me, i feel sudden pain, but awhile, the pain jiu goes off le.. I don know why i keep laughing non stop when i got hit. LOL!! But i am fine, no worries.. =)

After dinner, we take 157 back to batok n i send charlene home... we took train to bedok then take bus 197 to her house. Suddenly, i feel that the train journey is so fast. Haha.. I send her to her door step actually. Cos i felt that since i ask her out, and so late then she go home, i should take responsibility to her safety. I am not boasting, but this is what i feels. :D Her mum says i am a very nice girl. I send her back not because of this praise i will get from others. Don't mistaken.. I feel happy of cos, i want to give praises to God!! That i lift His name high... =)
When i reach home, its around 12.15am le. I didnt know that both her parents n her so worry for me until i sms her say i reach home le. I want to say, "Sorry!" n "Thank you!"

Thats all for the day~ Thanks for reading... (=
I want to sleep le.. Its late, and i am tired le.. Nites!!

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